There is a battle that you fight at a stage in your life.
Some people will encounter it, otherwise might not. It is thought to be the quintessential reason for your existence.
Who you are and who you will turn out to be. How you will survive every challenge and if you can leverage off the failures that you face everyday. I have somehow come to a point where I cannot stand back and watch myself swirl around in the cocktail glass of life. I am fighting for a reason. I need help yes, which currently I am getting through various forms. It is however, a daily battle. Asking myself, have you got it in you?
So easily do we preach to others words of motivation when we are going through the good times. The fair weather currents that we fly on. Little do we understand the turmoils, the dark spiritual, mental battles fought by individuals – the last thing you want to hear is some quote by some dead guy. Somehow a process of elimination would help, dealing with one thought at a time, conditioning yourself to stop thinking of ten million things and stop swinging back into the past with past regressions.
If there was a way to switch off the process of analysis and thought it would be a lot more helpful. Perhaps harnessing the power to re-channel your thoughts into something useful to solve puzzles. Then the question stands one whether you are busy avoiding the inner problems that you might or might not have. Or perhaps it is true that your brain is causing the problem and that there is no other way to fix it except for medication.
I can only conclude today to try and think less for five minutes. Only I am driving myself insane here.